Butterflies and Rainbows

I sit in the quiet, listening to music. The music is playing, but it is quiet.
Each day the hostel gets more and more silent and still. Except at night. The sounds of celebration and freedom echo around the buildings. "Its not fair!" the little voice inside me says.
I watch the birds, they take what they need and fly off.
My calender says i've got 8days to go, till i can be happy like the rest and go home. But the joy will be short lived. I am not happy.

I'm not happy because i'll have only 24hours at home. I have a hole in my tooth, so i'll be spending some of that precious 24hours at the dentist. I have to pack, unpack and pack. I wanted to attend something, but now no mood. I have a party to go to that i probably will end up standing akwardly in a corner holding a cup of bubble-less Coke grinning like a mad auntie wishing i wasn't there in my frumpy clothes while the kontangs walk about throwing back their straightened long hair in girlish laughter. *shudder*
I wanna be Jack Bauer.
Except with a cool-er surname.

Hmm, the kakak outside is spraying my door with water. Cleaning time. Kakak spelt backwards is kakak.

My quietness is disturbed by the rubbish truck outside. Like clockwork, each morning at this time it is there. Grinding, squashing, mashing, compressing my maggi mee packet and empty shampoo bottle. The sampah men are a jolly bunch. I like how they hang onto the side of the truck as it makes its rounds, faces covered with self-made masks that probably doesnt really help much. Darn long it takes, *continuous sound of drrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....* for about 15minutes, just outside my window. But its okay, i dont mind it. They're just doing their job, getting rid of what i produce. Maybe one morning i should buy them teh-ais.
Yes, i shall.

Last night i was so happy. Unexplained happiness. The kind of happiness that feels like it can explode from within you and splatter the walls with butterflies, stars, flowers and rainbows.

It would be nice to have butterflies and rainbows everyday.