I wish tonight never happened.
I wish i had done things differently.
I wish I didn't hear what I heard.
I wish I didn't feel what I felt.
I wish I didn't see what was in front of my eyes.
Wishes that will never come true, the story of my life.
Hopes that are crushed by the reality of what is.
Dreams that disappear within a blink of an eye.
Prayers unsaid that are left unfulfilled.
Solitude.
Its lonely but you are on your own, no one else will see inside your head or feel your heart.
Only you know you.
God help me.
