Friday, April 01, 2005

Caught!!!

Dang.Someone found my blog.And then another. And it spread. And now i'm caught. I feel the pressure of having to deliver something. No more at ease just knowing i have an unknown blogspot,comfortably tucked away for my eyes only. Its the same with eveything else in life. When we know someone's watching, we act differently, the need to prove something to someone else? I dunno. Even now as i type this, no one but my friends will see, obviously the wont judge me, but still i feel "shy" that if they do view my page, no change, no update, no anything. When your caught,its not a nice feeling. Its when you wished yo had listened to your conscience. And the "...if only i had..." comes into play.Pause and think of "Caught" moments...There are good caughts, as well as bad...i rmb trying to do something nice for someone, and was caught,thats a good caught. Bad caught, being somewhere when i shouldnt with someone i shuoldn't have been with.But i think overall its just the knowledge that someone somewhere knows something. It changes things. Like me and my blog.And so i shall take this pressure and put it to good use, wait, i already am! i've written a second entry. Amazing what getting caught can do...

4 comments:

cayden's mommy said...

finally! the pressure was too intense huh? come on gal..blogs away!!!

toPher said...

YO WOMAN!!

haha..finally u're open about ur blog..keke..nwasy,you're doin well wat..konon lar dam boring..ish..dun be "such a pain" ok..nways..keep it up..btw, had a nice time having lunch this aftanoon..oh and the joy of knowing Sams reaction on the april fool trick is still fresh in my head..muahahaha...

cheeyokelo said...

dun kno la why u so segan...the ang moh i kno is velly brafe 1...she ar velly the vocal and oso she ogte a lotto eyedeers..so rite rite sum moor

Su said...

So you caved! yay!...btw just wondering Where were you where you shouldn't be, and who were you with that you shouldn't be with and most importantly ....*peeers*...What were you doing?! :P