Not the best of combinations.
Just want it all to go away.
I tried to sleep, but it was the worst two hours of tossing and turning, getting like, 5seconds of sleep between each toss and turn. My brain was hyper awake and thoughts of the past few days kept playing in my head, wondering if i'm actually happy. Not only that, the choir songs also were being repeated mentally. Imagine "Glo- o -ria....." on Repeat x25. So bloody annoying. To the point of me wondering if it would be better to just get a sudden illness and die. Or get banged by a car.
Not that i'm suicidal, never have been. I'm just;
Sick and tired and sad.
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